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Soulless Dragon by IndygoRayne, literature

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Soulless Dragon

I remember that day that I told you my 'feelings'. They were all lies. After that day many things changed. And I guess I did bring it upon myself, so its my own fault. I cant tell you that every time I saw you I wanted to run up and hold you, then tenderly caress you, and kiss you. I knew I couldn't, I needed time. Time defeated me. Brainwashing myself into lies and to cover up the uncertainty. Leaving you in the dark of night, alone. Betrayal, no forgiveness, hate scorching my bones. The flame licked at my heel as I walked away. I was an idiot. I became the monster. My skin hard as rock as if nothing could harm me. My wo

Repression, No by IndygoRayne, literature

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Repression, No

Tears threatening to fall For no apparent reason All this feeling Cooped up inside I can't contain it anymore, I might explode No one knows Since I mask it all Behind my smiling face This hurt deep down inside I feel as if I'm disappearing Or at least I'm going insane To the depths of my mind Where no light is able to enter This voice and music playing Broken record, constant Failing to make me smile for real All this feeling, I cant explain it Or its origin Its unknown… I don't think I can keep to myself anymore, And if I do, I don't know what's worse Suffering alone Or just placating my mind This feeble tho

purge by IndygoRayne, literature

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purge

Purge and forget these wonderful memories before they begin or ever end leave me be with only myself to blame just one isnt the case two, they say makes it all we take the blame and we fall but now I purge and forget these memories I have yet to make and with this decision I let it be I cant take the way it feels anymore take my apology and walk away maybe I can face another day soon to come, I think not but love me as you did and as you will

him by IndygoRayne, literature

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him

He's back or atleast fights to get back stronger then ever he was never gone just when I thought I rid myself of him he sneeks back in avoiding the urge to fuel him but its still hard He needs to leave and never come back but im afraid the time for that has passed. he stuck On someone and in the deal with him wont end cant he leave? Make it his end? Coexist and ignore Is what im going to do so far so good. for now

Snow by IndygoRayne, literature

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Snow

The snow falls quietly. The big flakes settling down on my hoodie, melting, making my hair wet. We embrace, sweet and caring. You bend down and kiss me. One kiss turns into another. As we stand there holding each other, the snow is like a blur. Dropping onto my face, melting, you smile. You say you have to go, but I want you to stay awhile. Why must you leave, and not stay here? I know the answer. Long ways to go, and not much time to do so. I smile as you say next time we meet again. You get into the car and drive away,, I look back and say; Until then.

No more by IndygoRayne, literature

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No more

You love me, I love you But I also like Jim too. The guy in the corner, the one by the door But I am not a whore. I cant help but feel Really ill When I see myself Liking one or more I have to be done Cause this is no fun And being this way Makes a horrible day Jake must go His Height's too low Mark is to dull Clark always falls Tony is clingy Tom's kinda dingy But after all I love them all But being this way doesnt make day Since im not a whore Least not anymore ;)

All I ever Wanted by IndygoRayne, literature

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All I ever Wanted

I said to myself, "I will try having fun. I will enjoy myself." But I found that this is also useless. It is foolish to laugh all the time, and having fun doesn't accomplish anything. I decided to cheer myself up with whine while my mind was still thinking wisely. I wanted to find a way to enjoy myself and see what was good for people to do during their few days of life. Then I did great things: I built houses and planted vineyards for myself. I made gardens and parks, and I plated all kinds of fruit trees in them. I made pools of water for myself and used them to water my growing trees. I bought male and female slaves, and slaves were

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him

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Snow

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Deviant for 14 years
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My Bio

Favourite genre of music: Classical
Favourite photographer: Myself
I am a Fanfiction Writer along with my twin~!

Favourite Movies

Inception, The Guardians, Harry Potter, and a lot of others, starting to get into LotR

Favourite TV Shows

NCIS (all of them) Mentalist, Code Lyoko, and more haha

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Metallica, ACDC, Aerosmith, lots of foreign ones too

Favourite Books

The site, Fell, GREEN RIDER!!! :DDD

Favourite Writers

Myself, Kristin Britain

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts: 1, CoM, 2, BBS, Days, coded blah blah, Final Fantasy 7 and crisis core. Halo(S) and GEARS OF WAR!(S)

Favourite Gaming Platform

PLAYSTATIONs! and Xbox's >.> Wii....<.<

Other Interests

Dancing, writing, drawing

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IndygoRayne

Mar 26, 2012

Con, house and friends

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So pretty much im sitting here trying to get better. For some reason last night I got really sick which was fun, and I have less then a week to get  better before going out. Came down the stairs this morning ended up talking to a family member about me being sick. Their response. "Oh no, no! you cant get sick!" because of this weekends plans. So Im sitting here, having some orange juice and Watching the rest of The Dick Van Dyke Show, then off to do some homework. I would have done homework yesterday but I was moving furniture and panting and Grouting the floor, and dusting. I was going to get started on the homework but stress was high yest

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IndygoRayne

Mar 17, 2012

WOOT!

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this is awesome! Threw up last night so much! up til 1:30 took sleeping pils and actually sortof slept after spending the rest of my night hanging out in the bathroom! I knew this was coming, totally felt it coming on, so I had to cancel some plans I had tonight. The feeling still lingers and I think i may have to hang in the bathroom again1 :DD This is just great! SARCASM if you didnt know. Pardon me while I use the trash can to throw up in. Hope everyone is having a wonderful daY! :D

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IndygoRayne

Mar 12, 2012

Days like these

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Its days like these that I just want to do nothing. Such a hard thing like this comes up and I feel that I am not cut out to do this after all...or that maybe I should quit while I'm still ahead, but then I remember the small things in life that went well. I wish that it didnt get presented like the way it did because it ruined the beginning of a new week. But alas, not everything can go well I suppose. Any way, other then that small part of negativity... I started to work on a new project. I think with some help from my daughter mudd it shall go really well. since she also is doing it with me I think she can be apart of what I want to b